New website!

speechlessdaydreamer — Sun, 25 Sep 2011 16:49:47 +0000

Hello everyone!

It has been almost a year since my last blog Mutuality. Due to lack of time I wasn’t able to write new posts. I was (and still am) very busy with college and work…

But! I’m currently working on my blog and trying to make a comeback! I’m moving my wordpress blog to www.speechlessdaydreamer.com (so I have my own website now). I’m very busy with the lay-out and of course working on new content! Can’t wait to make my comeback and hope to see you again on my new website.

Mutuality

speechlessdaydreamer — Thu, 25 Nov 2010 10:17:37 +0000

Is it mutual, is it real,
is it love or is it just something
that I only feel.

They say that it takes two to tango,
it also takes two to love each other mutually.

Love is precious
and needs to be injected
with the right amount of love ability
for another.
The more, the better.

All these feelings inside
for another person
but is it mutual
it must be right?

Love the person you love
with all your heart.
Unfortunately we can’t look
in another heart, mind or soul
but revealing your love
to that special person
is one of those important steps in a relationship.

Goodbye My Lover

speechlessdaydreamer — Sun, 17 Oct 2010 12:53:47 +0000

Goodbye my lover
the day you left
is the day I will never forget
I will miss you
forever and always

Goodbye my friend
the day you left
caused my heart to break
devastation, bitterness and sadness
no one to hold me.

Goodbye my lover
the day you left
is a painful memory
not wanting to forget
but also not wanting to remember.

Goodbye my friend
the day you left
I lost you
it hurts so much
each day: teardrops on my cheeks.

Goodbye my lover
the day you left
is the day the earth stood still
everything was in slow-motion
but it all was true.

Goodbye my lover
Goodbye my friend
Goodbye and farewell…

Fearless

speechlessdaydreamer — Fri, 15 Oct 2010 09:00:00 +0000

I was asked by someone:
‘What are your fears?’
My fears?! What are my fears?! I couldn’t come up with one at that time. The question stirred in my mind for days. Don’t I even have a fear?
I started to think about it. I’m not afraid of those ‘typical’ things like: spiders, roller-coasters, bugs, flying, walking underneath a ladder, animals, water, ghosts, darkness etc.

So am I fearless then? I think so, or I just don’t know my fears yet.

Teardrop

speechlessdaydreamer — Wed, 13 Oct 2010 13:00:05 +0000

a tiny drop of water
on the flower
the sun shines
as it reflects on the drop
it looks like a teardrop
a drop that holds grief and pain
or
a drop that holds joy and happiness
it has it’s own story
that isn’t traceable
you can think of something
imagining your own story
giving it either a good end
or a sad end

Every drop
either a raindrop or a teardrop
should have its own story

Drip, Drop

speechlessdaydreamer — Tue, 12 Oct 2010 17:28:06 +0000

Drip, drop
it’s raining

drip, drop
streets are blank
people hide under their roofs
better to be inside where it’s dry and warm

drip, drop
only a few dare to go outside
they face up to the rainy weather
the brave ones

it’s so cold and wet
the clouds are crying
they are upset over something
it’s a rainy day

drip, drop

Ignoring

speechlessdaydreamer — Thu, 07 Oct 2010 09:00:39 +0000

Eyes closed
and covered by hands
trying not to think
it’s hard
ignoring
is hard

Why do we do it sometimes?
ignoring others;
ignoring our surroundings;
ignoring our feelings;
ignoring our intuition
or even ignoring our heart.

There is always a reason
for ignoring
or a story behind it.

“Never ignore a gut feeling, but never believe that it’s enough.” Robert Heller

I Miss You

speechlessdaydreamer — Wed, 06 Oct 2010 16:36:42 +0000

Three weeks and a long way from home
out of my comfort-zone into another
the first days go by quickly
adjusting to a new rhythm is going easy
as time and days pass by, the feeling grows
this feeling is a missing feeling
- I miss you -
haven’t known you for so long
but loving you oh so strong.

‘Shhht’

speechlessdaydreamer — Wed, 06 Oct 2010 09:00:06 +0000

‘Shhht’ the little girl said.
She comes a little closer
standing in front of me with a big smile
then she whispers something in my ear
I have no idea what she says.

The little Spanish girl walks away
I smile at her and say:
‘Eres muy buena’ (you are a sweet girl)
She smiles back as she runs to her mother.

Picture Perfect

speechlessdaydreamer — Tue, 05 Oct 2010 21:00:55 +0000

Perfectness

is it real?

does it exist?

Picture Perfect

when

how

why

an ideal standard made by society

hard to exceed

Picture Perfect

do you want it?